Lack of opportunity.

Designs, Filler, Life

Hey. It’s been some time since I’ve posted something here. If you have been following me on Twitter (or recently, on Plurk), things are fast-moving. Studies have been hitting me in the head, as usual. I haven’t designed anything until recently. I’ve been broken-hearted, yet again (but before I brag about the specifics, let’s just leave it be) — the usual things that occur in this space-time continuum.

Blogging has been too boring for me nowadays. I mean, I like blogging, and I really want to see myself blogging about a lot of stuff, but that’s just not happening right now. Life has been too much of a routine. Sleep, wake up, take a bath, go to school, study, eat, go home, use the computer, then sleep again. It’s so tiring; I really want to get out of it as soon as possible.

I think I’m beginning to see the boring side of me — the person doing barely nothing in front of a computer. That’s probably why I’m getting bored in using it. I don’t do much in this computer. Every time I wake up, I take a look at it and update my instant messaging status to whatever I’ll be doing today. Depending on the day, I’d be watching episodes of The Daily Show and The Colbert Report, then view some random websites. In the evening, I’d look at Twitter then find updates for other blogs and Multiply sites, especially people on the school domain (or near it), like Gwen’s, Janine’s, and Gian’s (you can see their corresponding links at the main page, well except for Gian’s Multiply page). Recently, I have two web-design related tasks so I had to take off the random-website lurking, but that’s basically it. And to think that I’m doing this all day, everyday, even during class.

My parents are always playing a role in keeping me behind that by-the-rules line. I’ll give this as an example: I don’t get what I want because my parents don’t want me to, so what do I do? Earn it, right? But then they don’t even want me to earn anything, so what do I do? Nothing, right? So they go with that, and they’ll stick to it until I probably reach the age of 27. So, get this: I’m already in college, and I’m almost a year shy of graduating, but I still can’t get a taste of opportunity?

Well, I know these series of topics aren’t going anywhere anyway so I’ll end it here for a while.

So while I’m sleeping, please recommend me to other people who are in need of a web designer/developer so I can get my Samsung NC10 and make my life a little peaceful, okay? I’m currently doing a design for a dedicated game-server provider, thanks to my online friend and partner (and also the person hosting my sites), Jay. But even then, after I’m done, I’ll be jobless all over again, so make me otherwise. I’ll say pretty please if I have to.

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gwen foster • November 28th, 2008 at 1:34 am

Well. At least you’re doing something. I’m always finding time to do nothing. I honestly don’t want to be stuck in a routine that’s why I’m finding things that I can do today that maybe I won’t do tomorrow.

I’m putting a lot of things in the line here. But I hope it’s worth it and I find my good old self again.

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